Conrad is sick. After Caleb got sick, Maggie followed, then Mike, then Allie, dad and now Conrad. And it's all so painful, with fever and throwing up. I have been under a lot of stress this week, wit hour translation proposal, and finding the right translators, deciding on a fair price after doing some market research, and with a lot going on in the family... with the lack of routine. I need to learn to breath normally, and avoid the shortness of breath... the yoga we started a week ago seems to have relaxed some joints that didn't need to be relaxed. I always rely on my muscle strength but all of a sudden my back joints hurt... not the muscles. I don't feel like doing yoga anymore. I'll keep exercising my way.
The hand-modeling gig is making me stressed. I never take extra care of my hand. I like to use them freely and intensely. Now I have this thing bugging me that I can't over bruise them or mess up my nails. I'm still being my usual self, but I don't want to lose my contract.
Other than that, I am still looking for a full time job with benefits and PTO. I like the order an outside job offers. And the constant pay. It's not depressing anymore, because we are making a little bit of money with our business... but it's not ideal. Working in an established setting one can learn from others, and leave the work at work when coming home.
Conrad and I are trying to implement a rule that we shouldn't talk about business after 9 PM. One would think that this shouldn't be hard, but our business talks and ideas are more rich after we lay our head n the pillow. Yet, it's not healthy and it's a bad habit.
I just wish that Conrad wouldn't be in so much pain... It pains me to see him suffer.
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