A good day

Today was a good day. I got to go on a walk with Conrad... and the air smelled like summer. I made sarmale in grape leaves that came out extremely delicious, I read a third of Jane Austin's "Pride and Prejudice" and I took great pleasure in doing so. This morning I had no plan for today, and sometimes or most of the time I don't enjoy the idea of a free day. I feel like I'm going nuts, and I don't have the motivation to start little projects like woking on Luca's Baptism video I gathered some material for when I was in Romania.

Reading Pride and Prejudice in the spring time, and it's about the middle upper class people who don't really have jobs, but they go to balls, read book, walk around the garden, visit relatives or friends, write letters, knit or pick flowers in the garden, go horseback ridding, and they take pleasure in doing all these things, and it's nothing wrong with it, but I look forward to having an office job, doing things that I half like, that challenge me and make me nervous, working with people, and getting a paycheck every two weeks. The free time is not nearly as fun when I have plenty of it.

This week I am going to get a phone call that will either make me extremely happy or will discourage me greatly and afterwords I will have to start all over with my job hunt. We shall wait and see... But I can't stand not having a job anymore. I have people around all day, and it feels like I'm on vacation, cooking, eating goodies, having coffee in the morning, whenever I desire to get up... life seems good, but I need to be productive.
I pray God will open the right door at the right time, and I just hope and pray that a good job opportunity will be available for me soon. This Finance Admin position sounds pretty good to me right now...